Tuesday, May 01, 2007
1st may 2007
exams are sending a chill down my spine, for no reason, i no longer like them like i used to.those challenges that exams brought to me have long gone, fear have replaced my enthusiasm for these tests, my transformation... instead of turning for the better, i seem to be making a downturn, like a fresh apple turning rotten. why? what is wrong? i no longer have times which i can thorughly remember, no longer have memories i can treasure. school itself is so bloodingly boring, without my weekly dose of 'endorphins', what is to become of me? i really do hope life is as lively like it used to be. remembering the times when we went to have a delightful meal, when we went to have a memorable singing session, when we went to have a great game of snooker, all this seems inreplicable, i really regreted it, i know i should have treasured those times i spent with u all, but now i can no longer take a step back and embrace myself in the arms of all of u.everything seems to late to be retrify. how i wish i made a wiser choice and how i wish i can turn back time to soak myself and diffuse into those unforgetable moments! how i wish...
Posted by bryant at 3:51 AM