Thursday, May 31, 2007

A plate of spaghetti, a food for a thought. Things haven’t been going in my favor recently. Either this is bad, or that is worse, will times ever get better? MY straight answer: NAH. But who cares, really. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Do not really bother anymore though, first time blogging since I came back from Shanghai, so really got to update some photos in memory at the least. Well, this photos really let me forget my sorrows and troubles… I know what u all are thinking off... Readers: can u please SHUT UR MOUTH and UPLOAD those photos? ME: yah yah, photos ON THE WAY‼‼



































Posted by bryant at 5:12 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Tried my best to improve the bonds with my friends this week, went to kbox, went for every dance practice, went for this, went for that, i have done everything i could. Well, kept myself in a pretty good mood recently, spent loads of money once again. went to IR Zone and spent like some 150 dollars. What the hell, i better stop splurging my money, still today, i couldn't stop myself and bought a PUMA shoe, 129 dollars man!!! so expensive rite!?! why have i bought it??? WTF(.) tomoro gonna be a big day, coz it is the first time i travelled in 3 years. China, Shanghai... gonna enjoy myself thorougly and use this time wisely to enrich myself. Really hope that is the last attempt u tried, i do not want to fume during the trip, dun force me, u are already on knife's edge!!!

Posted by bryant at 5:58 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

The test are passing and fading away so fast like torrents of rain flowing fast and free. Seem to be absorbed within this mini gust with many mirrors, looking into them, reflecting the very lone image of mine, projecting that exact same guilty conscience i always have. I always know it is within me, that culpable devil which is to be blamed. The mirror is smashed into smithereens and from those broken pieces; I still see cracks, memories. Those scars which can never be wiped out, never be healed. Without a doubt I tried… With all my might I flutter. Still it is my effort wasted, my exertion flushed… i really hoped the following dance pratice whould bloom further happy images within the stigma, signalling for better things to come, to enjoy...

Posted by bryant at 5:18 AM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

L'essai sont passant et se fanant loin tellement rapidement comme des torrents de pluie coulant rapides et libres. Semblez être absorbé dans cette mini rafale avec beaucoup de miroirs, en regardant dans eux, projetant qu'exact la même conscience coupable que j'ai toujours. Je sais toujours qu'il est chez moi, ce diable coupable qui doit être blâmé. Le miroir est cassé contre des morceaux et de ces morceaux cassés ; Je vois toujours des fissures, mémoires. Ces cicatrices qui peuvent jamais ne être éliminées, ne soient jamais guéries. Sans aucun doute j'ai essayé… Avec toute ma force je flotte. C'est toujours mon effort gaspillé, mon effort rincé…

Posted by bryant at 6:17 AM

Monday, May 07, 2007

Haven't really blog for yesterday.cuz exam's are coming and i'm trying to find a way to feel stress..
WTF
!!

posting today cause.i'm posting today (?)
*the line above isn't suppose to make sense.*
*meaning: if you got the line above.You're weird.*

Yay! i'd did a some questions in exam!!
some question, what's the big deal.

therefore , Me, in order not to waste electricity.helped myself used the com.

But this time ! it's not
ADDICTIVE.
if not i won't be like blogging here now (?)

Anyway gotta go.cuz i hear the stupid digusting sound of books calling.
Gotta ' answer.
*The 2 lines above are a OXYMORON.IRONICAL NONSENSE.*

Just posting for fun.
for fun.
fun.
fu.
f.
.

How to do a baby freeze.
This is for all who tried to do freeze in the recent cheer com.
This guide is for freeze to the right. NOT to the left to the left.

START
1) Go to a squatting position.
which is like left knee on floor,right foot sole on floor.
2)place your left hand at the side of your right knee.and right hand at the hipbone.
3) now bend your whole body towards your right.
4) balance with your head at the right.
5) you will not slip.unless you slip.*and this doesn't make sense.*

Tips.
1) lift the right leg first parallel to your body.and then kick off with your left leg.
2) when falling tuck in your arms.to prevent injuries.serious injuries.
3) from freeze it's easy to get to chair freeze position.which is like a transistion.

Ok people i'm done.
remember don't try this at home.try this at your neighbour's.
Jus kidding.

And rodentnic rodent.it's called a freeze not scorpion.
Kkays anyway reallu gotta go.

Posted by bryant at 4:45 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007

cool language, i thought it was quite cool blogging in some alternate language, so for today's post i shall blog in spanish, in contrast with the french that vivian is posting in her blog. sorry for copying but gd idea though, if i own u a sorry or a thank you, then sorry and thank you. haha. dotz.
post:
Salieron estudiar con algunos compinches hoy, gozado… que era a fondo tanto diversión, las experiencias de rebelión y algunas personales que hablaban, cómo la poder fresca que sea… píos de las gracias para dejarme sentir cierta felicidad, colores y alegría en una semana desgraciada y melancólica.

Posted by bryant at 5:26 AM

Friday, May 04, 2007

4th may 2007

well, pretty stunned with the test papers issused out so far, especially the paper today which really shook me by surprise. cant fault myself more for i have already put in my utmost effort during the preparation before the test. feel so dull after the paper, but fortunately went out with some of my goodie friends and shared some of our 'history' with each other, so fun filled with laughter and joy, i treasured every minute we spent there at the cafe, although we spent quite some time there doing nothing though, nevertheless still pretty senstimental, at least to me. after the rest left, i went out with him for a erm... lunch and we spent like quite some 4 hours talking about each of our stuff for whom no one should know, to put it simply and more exact, it is official business, really. but 4 hours is abit long though. dotz, haha. decided to take a break today to do some soulsearching about myself...

Posted by bryant at 7:49 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

3rd may 2007

Thanks for the concern y’all have shown for me, I deeply appreciated them, though I am still the same lost me, but the presence of y’all have made me feel a dozen lots better than before. Now I understand that it is only in your times of misery, will u be able to identify true friends, who unleashes their true colors (positive meaning), who show their care and concern. Deeply sentimental all this seem to me though it may seem like peanuts to u all. Thanks a million to those who played their part as friend thoroughly to help me through my nightmarish days as a person. Once again, I express my gratitude with the utmost sincerity, THANK YOU GUYS AND GALS‼

Posted by bryant at 7:39 AM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

2nd may 2007

Why is it that I felt unwanted and ignored, is this problem faced by me solely based on me, or is it that I am thinking too much and being too sensitive? I am inclined to doubt it, but it seems like I am no longer me, that me which was once the source of my liveliness, that soul which I have been so desperately searching for. My thoughts are running wild and I am powerless in stopping it. I tried and failed, I strived and fell, I struggled… where are u all when I needed u all the most, I raise up my hand and call out for a lifeline and nothing was heard, not even the slightest of echo, why?

Posted by bryant at 4:24 AM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

1st may 2007

exams are sending a chill down my spine, for no reason, i no longer like them like i used to.those challenges that exams brought to me have long gone, fear have replaced my enthusiasm for these tests, my transformation... instead of turning for the better, i seem to be making a downturn, like a fresh apple turning rotten. why? what is wrong? i no longer have times which i can thorughly remember, no longer have memories i can treasure. school itself is so bloodingly boring, without my weekly dose of 'endorphins', what is to become of me? i really do hope life is as lively like it used to be. remembering the times when we went to have a delightful meal, when we went to have a memorable singing session, when we went to have a great game of snooker, all this seems inreplicable, i really regreted it, i know i should have treasured those times i spent with u all, but now i can no longer take a step back and embrace myself in the arms of all of u.everything seems to late to be retrify. how i wish i made a wiser choice and how i wish i can turn back time to soak myself and diffuse into those unforgetable moments! how i wish...

Posted by bryant at 3:51 AM