Monday, April 02, 2007
2nd april 2007
Am I a rotten apple? Fascinating and amazing fact… maybe I am, maybe I am not. Whole tons of chaoses are pouring like torrents of rain flowing fast and free, but in the midst of all these pandemonium, I became aware of the importance of friends. No longer are my parents the one who are by my side, giving me the support and consolation which is so dearly and desperately desired by me. Am I demanding too much, by asking for these basic needs which could so easily be given? Is asking me if I am fine too much to ask for? Perhaps I am just an ungrateful brat asking for stuff which is very hard to inquire for, indeed, perhaps is too hard for them. Maybe I am requesting too much. One fine day, my whole soul would just be torn apart, into many pieces. Losing hope to life is forcing me to walk up the ladder of sanity. Will I be able to stop in time to find that minuscule hope which may exist somewhere somehow? Can I take a step back and find optimism? This seems to be a secluded hope, a very distant one…
Posted by bryant at 6:01 AM