Monday, April 30, 2007
30 april 2007
i hope this is going to be the last time i fall... Maybe i should not have even started out in the first place, just like a kid not making a first step. by not trying, u will never be hurt, by not walking u will never fall down. this logic seems stupid but it clicks in my head for no particular reason. a thud may be the damage which will be caused after u fall, but one should know that the metality struggle within the heart in indeed very great and same could be said to describe the emotion i am feeling now. i am not blaming u, but instead i am blaming myself, all i ask for is not to leave me out in the cold, so helpless yet so lonly....Posted by bryant at 7:46 AM
Friday, April 27, 2007
27th april 2007
Today indicate the start of the war which everyone has been awaiting. It had long brewed from the start of the year, finally the day have come, for us to unleash our potential and talents on this very stage. The full impact of this war will only be shown in the aftermath, not now definitely, all we could do now is to make use of our resources to better prepare ourselves, in this moment of truth and an arena for everyone. ONLY THE STRONG WILL SURVIVE….Posted by bryant at 7:18 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
26th april 2007
Is there a line between us?It seem so distant to me
And so secluded to us
Is there a reason for these divisions?
A reason we have contemplate
Craved by the template of your heart
If you have thought otherwise
Let your thoughts lead you astray
We would dwell on you…
Posted by bryant at 3:40 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
25 april 07
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Posted by bryant at 12:18 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
24 april
i tried my best, yet the distance between us is becoming distant, is it just my thoughts driving me wild, leading me astray, or is it u who are doing what i think y'all gonna do?Posted by bryant at 6:12 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
23 april 07
Sorry if i did something unforgivable, i really did not mean it!!!! may i just ask for ur hand once again?to someone: no need to feel sad about failure, everything is just a stepping stone, just look up and throw ur sadness behind u. ur smiles have been so rare...
Posted by bryant at 5:54 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
22th april 2007
House currently in a heap of chaos, with flying object dusting from one side to another, definitely not a peaceful scene expected to be seen on a Sunday morning. Well, what is the fulcrum of my post today is not today, instead it is about yesterday, but just didn’t have the luxury of time to post yesterday. It was a beautiful beautiful Saturday actually, went to school in the morning and going to study after that. The day sure did not start out fine, but it was certainly one which signals things to come. Well, the maths lesson was more of a picnic to me than a lesson. The sight which greeted me at the start was indeed really like a picnic with macdonalds and snacks all about the place, nevertheless, I cant be bothered about all these with the laptop in the clutch of my heart. After like some 3 hours of maths, taken off with some of my buddies to jurong east. Went to have macadonalds with them… just a observation taken down, Singaporeans these days just are not considerate, they rather spare their chair for their precious bags than giving it to people who really need it, where have the so called “helpful” people went to… never mind about that, after the meal, went to the library to look for a comfortable spot to setle down to start our revision. After some mild effort, we finally managed to find a spot. Well not the best but after all still acceptable with the library so packed and full of people, so really couldn’t ask for more. My time spent there was not quite fruitful, but I managed to see through quite a lot of stuff when I am there. Took some scandalous photos, wanted to share with u readers, but was deleted by u know who u are. Should be deleted anyway, bad bad photos… haha‼ In fact, we went there as a troop, but our “troop” was reduced to bare bones? After like some 2 hours. So by the time we ended there was only three of us left, minced meat and of course someone with the wei element… dotz. Went to have dinner like at 8 and all of us was like feeling so freakinly hungry, and holy, minced meat was scammed, bought beef but got fish, what a joke. Wow, he do really have a very high metalbolism rate, finished two bowls of rice in a hustle. Impressive…. After the meal, our moods somehow took a turn and we aren’t really very high anymore. All of us are being pestered by our daily enemies, and in my case, someone who really like to sew a lot. Irritating being aren’t they, for those who understand what I am saying…P.S for someone: dun feel sad anymore, u know trust is a very hard thing to earn but really u have nothing to feel sad about, coz everyone have a problem in terms of trust, me myself is plagued by the same problem. Dun need to thank me about anything, it’s my duty as a friend. FEEL HAPPY‼ Tomorrow is a better and more beautiful day.
Posted by bryant at 9:30 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
20 april
Days in school recently have been whacky but nevertheless still fun. Well, preparations for the dance that we are going to flaunt in front of the china students have been going on fine. Attitude towards the practice wasn’t too positive at first, but after some forcing (maybe not) and coaxing, I decided to go. The moment I embarked on this journey, I have not looked back. And every dance practice which I have went for, I have not regretted. Not only have I started to like dancing, I have started to know the friends around me better. Well, though I have been feeling happy, my mood haven improved much though, still as dull as ever’. Plagued with a heavy workload and lazy attitude, how can I ever get things done? Freaking MID YEAR IS COMING, when will I ever get my revision done? Despite the fact that I am feeling dull, I was also being blessed with LADY LUCK! ‼ THE FAT LADY IS SINGING‼! Tell u all something, I am indeed very lucky today, make me feel godly. The bus shaved pass me‼! WOOHOO, and I am still standing. MIRACULOUS, isn’t it. My “murderers” whom I shall not name, u are being warned… dun worry, just another joke to curb my certain highness now. Must be those chocolates, providing me with endless supply of endorphins in my blood. wahahahahahaP.S+ ur presence make my world go round, ur sudden disappearance make my world surrounded with uncertainty, so alone I am, trapped in my dark spot, so helpless so devastated….
Posted by bryant at 7:36 AM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
18 april 2007
Set my own record of the year today. amazingly reached home at 2pm. but this came at a cost. i walked home under the freakingly heavy rain. wahahahaha, plagued with an ugly hairstyle while walking home, but could do nothing about it due to the lack of a mirror. dotz. the mid year exam is coming, maybe i should stop blogging for a few day... but nevertheless, i will still try to blog. sO for people who come to my blog, i will try to ensure that the best is being brought to u...Posted by bryant at 6:51 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
17april 2007
Well, came to end of an exhausting day in school. Having physics after chem. And having star after school. Finally have a chance of respite when I managed to come home. Enjoyed a cup of ice cream while waking home. Amazing things an ice-cream could do. Brought back some cool and funny memories and last but not least it quenched my thirst during a hot day. After I came home, reached out for my portable dvd player and gave it a try… not as gd as I expected but nevertheless still considered a gd bargain. Haha‼ got to work hard to PERFECT MY DANCE STEPS‼! That shall be the thing I do in the next few days…Posted by bryant at 6:21 AM
Monday, April 16, 2007
YUP!!! Been a long time seen I last blogged. Burdened by the fact that my pc was spoiled, there is really no way I could have blogged. Now that I got a new laptop, I can continue blogging and express my feelings and emotions towards certain stuff. Well, my new way to forget my sorrow caused by various sources is to go on a spending spree. Works well on me so far though. The only negative point is that u will wear out ur pockets very and I mean extremely fast. Let’s just look back and calculate how much i have spent. Bought a new Nike bag, a samsungL700 camera, a portable cayenne DVD player and of course an Acer laptop. Sounds cool so far erh. Total amount spent: 3k+++!!! Amazing isn’t it? But looking at the resources I have now I can say I am completely depleted, or should I proclaim myself as a bloke, no money, and no cash. Haiz, that’s the PRICE u got to pay for using this method. Not strongly encouraged and recommended, but no harm giving a try though. So have FUN!!! Ha-ha.Posted by bryant at 1:48 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
6th april 2007
Have I not shown enough respect? U have blown the last straw which I have set up for u. is this the way u repay me? I do not want to be like that, u have driven me up the wall. The words u said are irreversible, I WILL definitely REMEMBER IT FOR LIFE. The scar u inflicted me have left me wounded. Nothing u do now can repair the damage. Just u remember. I will seek vengeance and reimburse twice the dent u imposed on me. MARK MY WORDS!!! U will have to pay the price... go continue sewing for all i care!!!Posted by bryant at 6:51 AM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
5th april
what is love????Posted by bryant at 5:20 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
4th april 2007
What is this?!? Why are all these stuff happening to me? Is that a price I have to pay for the sins I have committed? I am inclined to doubt it, but all these seem true, at least at this expense of the moment. The question is why? This logic is something we are all familiar with: Protagonist live to die another day while villains are more often than not being exterminated. They are always the one to be washed off in a disaster or in any form or accident. Just one thing u all got to remember; they would not have and good prospect .But why are those inflicting sins on me not duly punished? The peccadilloes I committed may be too much, but those inflicting the damage, the pain, and the chaos to my life should be duly punished, shouldn’t they? I am bushed with my life, so bleak the future it is to me, that it seemed like I am doomed for failure in whatever I do. Day after day, my hope fades off in a sluggish and agonizing process. One day it may reach a point it may even ceased to exist. Maybe it’s time…Posted by bryant at 4:50 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
2nd april 2007
Am I a rotten apple? Fascinating and amazing fact… maybe I am, maybe I am not. Whole tons of chaoses are pouring like torrents of rain flowing fast and free, but in the midst of all these pandemonium, I became aware of the importance of friends. No longer are my parents the one who are by my side, giving me the support and consolation which is so dearly and desperately desired by me. Am I demanding too much, by asking for these basic needs which could so easily be given? Is asking me if I am fine too much to ask for? Perhaps I am just an ungrateful brat asking for stuff which is very hard to inquire for, indeed, perhaps is too hard for them. Maybe I am requesting too much. One fine day, my whole soul would just be torn apart, into many pieces. Losing hope to life is forcing me to walk up the ladder of sanity. Will I be able to stop in time to find that minuscule hope which may exist somewhere somehow? Can I take a step back and find optimism? This seems to be a secluded hope, a very distant one…Posted by bryant at 6:01 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
1st april 2007
yesterday was speech day, enjoyed my role as a vip usherer. but before i could even start the day, my god-damn frinch was cut by ms ong. sadist sia, only abit longer only mah, why want me cut, now the length so equal, like cuckoo like that. then after that, started my duty together with annperng, skip the flat, raising to play carrom in sc room, so fun sia!!! when the vip came, i was like talking to him alone, that ann perng was like behind stoning. lucky i was blessed with an eloquent tongue. haha. stood for so long waitng for him, leg almost break. after school went kfc to have a meal with a few people, followed by a game of street soccer before going down to toapayoh to support those css people. sad sia, tio chased out by security idiot. nvm, went back to tamah jurong to kik soccer again, before walking home under the tremendous rain... today is a day much worse that yesterday, plighted with unhappiness, so miserable. dun feel like talking, dun feel like doing anything, played a game of tarot card before signing off, hope tomoro will be a better day.
i am The Fool
Idea, thought, spirituality, that which endeavours to rise above the material.
The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.
