Tuesday, March 06, 2007
6th march 2007
today is a day to forget.... alot of stuff just did not go the way i expected, and i losing my temper time and again, cozing me to do stuff which i knew i should not do. just getting too worked up, maybe the stress building up deep inside me is too much for me. i just erupting very soon, if stuff carry on this way. no time for a break, no time for a respite. sometimes, i may seem eccentric and childish. but it's like my way for destress. so pp, sorry if i been too childishl!!! haiz, when can i see the rainbow after a gloomy rain. what i have experience till now, is all thunder and storm, i cant tolerate it anymore. tons of work, loads of job, when can i ever finish them?
after school, really enjoyed myself under the rain. walked from the school to yuan ching under the rain without an umbrella. felt so carefree and happy. it's like the rain just washed off all my troubles. thanks javihn and weiyang for accompanying me under the heavy rain. haha!!! thanks you all lots!!! how i hope i can be a normal student, just pure studying, no other commitments!!! but so far, the hole is getting deeper, so deep that i can hardly climb out to have a breath. just wonder when things will change for the better...........
Posted by bryant at 4:26 AM